Archive for February, 2017

When I was in Londen with my fellow fireball photographers,

I had my photo taken. Not once, but six times by six different photographers. It was part of the game. And when these images  were shared on social media my Dutch past*

*Don’t brag, don’t show off, don’t display too much personality, don’t publicly show emotions, follow all the rules and regulations, don’t act like you’re better or better off than anyone else. (source transparant.com)

came creeping in around the corner. How do I feel, now these images are shared? Well, I was a bit like…oh what will everyone think seeing these images? Will they think I am vain? Is it vain to have your portrait taken? It was not the reason to have them taken in the first place…. If I post images of a client, it is ME posting those images. And this time I shared it on my own. One reason was to showcase and thank my fellow photographer who took the image. But is that strange, sharing these images on my timeline? What will people think, even the thought of (being brave here) thinking, will someone unfollow me for this? And how critically did I look at them (very critically, I must say ;-))

Another part of me was, I am very happy that I have these images now. I showed them to my kids and my husband. They liked them. It also made me feel, I somehow stopped time. There is a memory of me. These images are here to stay, even when I am gone or even tomorrow when I am one day older than today. Isn’t it the same reason why we love to take pictures of our babies/children? We want to document time, and change. Well, change does not stop when you grow up. Every day is another day. And I am worth it, like the commercials say.

So I took time to think about it. And after spending time with this subject I feel like it is so important to DO it, to have these images. We (the client and me) take time to create these images, we talk about it on fore hand. The same, as we did in London. I knew what to wear. I had my hair and makeup done. I wore false eyelashes (TMI LOL). It is not just an image, quickly taken. We carefully planned & prepared it.

You can say, sure you do because you ARE a photographer. It is your bread and butter. True but I also LOVE photography for other reasons. I love it because of the technical aspect. I love it because it is a way to meet wonderful people. I love posing. I love pushing myself to the next great image. It is the artist in me. And quite frankly that part does not always have something to do with you, the client. You, in front of my lens, make that happen. I need you to play. That is one part. The other (coming from my scrapbooking background) is wanting you to cultivate life, to give you beautiful images of yourself. Just because this second is not the second when you started to read this. Celebrate life.

Being vain is NOT the reason for these images. I will spend some more time with this subject in the near future.

(Images 1 & 2 by Chanon deValois photography, image 3 & 4 by Lauren Gregory photography , image 4 & 5 by Vikoria Kuti photography, image 6 by Christina Baldwin of Anthologie Portrait)